April 20, 2011

Lost my Mojo

I have hit that spot.  I have no drive or ambition right now at work.  I have got to find it and get it back... otherwise I might just end up missing more than my mojo, I might end up missing my job!!!

It really isn't that bad.  But I am void of all the ambition, and drive to takle any type of change.  Maybe it is the pregnancy (I am totally going to use it for an scapegoat right now)... but I am not sure if it really is.  Maybe I am just worn down.

Or it could be the snow that decided to show up again.   Sigh.

But the truth behind it all - it is probably the fact that I can no longer wear my pre-pregnancy wardrobe (okay okay, I haven't been able to wear it for quite a while) but now I am stuck wearing the same outfits week after week after week.  And that will just not do.

But I refuse to be the girl who pays for clothes I am only going to wear for 3 more months - and I refuse to be suckered into paying $180 bucks for designer pregnancy jeans.  Get real.

And Target's Maternity selection right now leaves a lot to be desired.  Just saying not every pregant girl/woman wants to look like a tent, wear and ugly floral pattern or is able to stay at home and wear khaki shorts and short sleeve shirts.  Some of us do work, do still wear heals and want to feel pretty until we go home to chainge into our significant other's sweat pants. 

Oh and those black stretch pants that I just bought there that I thought were wonderful for the first 4 hours of wear - yeah the crotch ends up at your knees and you will find yourself yanking your pants up like a 4 year old and being caught by teenagers who then give you the "you're creepy" look.  Insert super sad face.

I am over it.  I am over all of it and in need of some double stuffed Oreos (the only way to really eat an Oreo) and a Sunkist.  Maybe throw some Redvines in there as well.

Going to try and cheer myself up by heading to Babies R Us to get a little inspiration for the nursery (except I hate beds in a bag) and then hit up the moive Rio with Emily....

Wish me luck, hopefully I can shake this sour attitute.

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