Hate when I have these realizations

So I came home yesterday a crab-ass.  I left work at 6:15 and didn't get home till 7 since I had to help someone at work. His boss didn't give him all the details he needed and this project needed to be done on the fly.  I asked for the info multiple times and got no where.  Ugh and I had even planned to workout - wasn't going to happen :(

Anyways - fumed the whole way home just raging inside and then got inside and sat on the couch.  Look at my husband, and told him I needed to change my attitude... now I know you weren't expecting that!  

Yes, my attitude needs an adjustment.  Life is going to throw curves, not everything is going to go the way I want it and I need to get over my little rages.  It doesn't really help anything right?  Only makes me look like a drama queen.

Yes, in fact I do like gossip and I do like a little drama to add spice in my life - but I rather it not be created by me... I need to get over myself fast.  Sigh, I hate these self realizations.  They just prove to me that I am not, in fact, perfect.  

My husband was also shocked that I had come to this revelation all by myself.  He told me he was glad I did, since he really didn't want to have this conversation with me or point it out himself.  He is quite aware that the angry pregnancy hormones can flare at any moment...smart man.

Anyways, today is a new day and it is time for me to self improve.  Be slightly nicer, understanding while remaining my snarky self - a hard balance but I think I can do it! Too bad this didn't happen New Years Eve... it would have been a great resolution...better late than never!

Kisses - hope everyone has a great day!