Okay, I think I have finally turned a page....finally had a few days to breath, catch up and feel slightly on top of things...huge benefit for all that surround me.
Really - I have not called anyone's ideas stupid in over a week ( I know, crazy and quite the accomplishment) I haven't bitten anyone's head off and was actually helpful today!!!
I also think I have realized how angry and frustrated I have been, cause when a director level person is timid and slightly scared to ask me for help...that says that I am not hiding these frustrations and angry spurts well enough and I hate being that person.
So I am completely happy with myself that I have turned the angry page and can get back to being my charming, sarcastic happy (slightly jaded) self. It feels so much better to come home in some what of a good mood not needing to totally rage :)
And the snow is melting! Believe it or not I think Spring is teasing me again... and the fact that my sister actually said she missed St. Paul and I think she might have even included me in the list... I really am going to try and exploit her homesickness/need for family and try and convince her to move up (it is a very very long shot).
I think the ice cream from yesterday night was just the ticket :)
Hope all is well with you,
Meg
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