It started off really well, I have started to walk Emily to daycare in the mornings (not so hot at that time) with Eli strapped up in one of those harness-y things (I really want to try a wrap - less clicks and velcro etc) but off we went! I keep hoping to lose some of the extra ass I picked up while being pregnant - no such luck yet - but I still hop on the scale when I get home hoping to see the thing drop 15lbs...does everyone torture themselves like this?!?!
Then something threw me off a bit, nothing terrible but just hit me in the right spot and threw off my mojo. As I was walking, called my hubby thinking it might be good to at least get it out in the open and kind of purge myself of the yucky feeling...
It didn't work.
It followed me home, even with a great soundtrack on the iPod to walk home too. Even after a two mile walk.
Sigh. Then of course, being in the sad state I was, I looked at an old friend's facebook page who passed away last year due to brain cancer. Not a good idea. Not a good idea esp. if you are only two weeks postpartum. Why did I do that to myself?!?!
Then there was a call to HR help desk since they messed up on my maternity leave pay... how well did that go? Not so hot. Not helpful. No solution today, will be trying again tomorrow when I am more mentally stable.
But my husband knows me so well. He knew I was having a rough day and texted me that he has a bag of Swedish Fish with my name on it. That is true love.
And to top it all off, what is more fun than writing on paper with a pen? Writing on a couch with pen... thank you Emily. Luckily it is one of those microfiber couches so I think I can get it out - worse case scenario it will help me motivate myself to get the free couches reupholstered faster...
But I am going to focus on tomorrow as of now. I think I might just prime my kitchen table legs tomorrow if the weather permits it or find some other half finished project that I have started.
A project will get me out of my funk. I promise. Then I can have more "happy" posts. And really who likes the poor me posts anyways?
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