Probably hiding in shame from all the crying I have been doing lately...I really, really, really hate pregnancy hormones esp. the last two weeks of them.
So you might be wondering how my walk of shame went after my lovely episode of crying at the happy hour went... well it turns out when you cry in front of your boss and higher ups you can expect a "touchbase" to pop up on you calendar the next day. Rule #1 always cry on a Friday.
And then if you are really really lucky, you get to meet with HR. Your boss's boss. And your boss's boss's boss. I cannot tell you how many meetings I had about my "feelings". And guess what - I cried in those too (imagine my head hanging down in shame).
Luckily I have not been totally psychotic through my whole pregnancy, so they still remember that I can be normal... and in all honesty everyone was wonderful and just really wanted to reassure me that I will have a job and a role when I come back, and that all the hard work I have done won't be forgotten and I won't have to start all over again in another role.
It did help.
Do I wish that I cried cute though? Yes. Another reason why I will never be a famous actor... I cannot cry cute or pretty... I have a wobbly chin and my face just blows up...not so hot.
But anywho - that was how all that went down. YAY. Glad it is over. Tucking this round of embarrassment way way way in the back of my mind.
As for all my little projects.... being 9 days away from my due date... they have been put on hold. I am so itching so get at them and just go crazy... but I have this huge belly in front of me that makes bending and lifting a little harder.
And my partner in crime hasn't been home that much lately. B has taken up another job to help finance some of these house projects we want done. As much as I wish I had a house improvement budget like Jennifer Aniston... I unfortunately do not. However, I do have a wonderful husband that has totally stepped up (without being asked to) and is working extremely long hours to help us get to the end result we both desire. I love him to say the least.
So for now I have cruising the pages of The Family Handyman which we inherited from a moving neighbor (I think we have magazines from 2003!!). But I truly love this magazine, we do have a subscription with them and B and I usually fight over who gets to flip through first. And I am proud that is it based in MN. So if you haven't check it out... it is like those DIY shows - totally makes things look so simple that you totally over estimate what you really can do (or at least that is what happens to B and I) but great inspiration within those pages!
Hope everyone has a great weekend - I am going to have to find something small to do ... wish me luck.
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